Saturday, May 9, 2009
NO INTERNET!!!
Wow, life is slow without internet. I can't look anything up or even communicate with Shirley. And here I am blogging on my work computer during my break. :)
Finals were this week and I really hope I did well on my Psychology test. That's the only class I'm worried about. Kind of ironic since that's what I'm most interested....turns out I don't study even if it is interesting. awww...i'm so horrible hahaha. So I basically studied for the first time this year for finals....I should study more often so it wouldn't be so stressfull.
Hey Shirley! I miss you!
It's so odd how when I take off work, I dread it even more. I end up not going because I feel like I'll die...like having an anxiety attack. I really need a new job and to work only part time because I'm in school....but I have to wait until I can get loans to cover the bills. If only I studied in High School and cared.
I'm sooo sleepy. I took my medicine late last night and so it kept me from really waking up this morning. 450 mg's ...it'll knock you out. I hate taking it because I'm always with people when I have to take it and then I feel like a drugee or something. I'm not sure if I blogged about this before....there are these classes that teach people with bpd how to cope and take control over their mood swings. I have to wait a few weeks for the new class to start and once I have things under control they will take me off of my medicine. The horrible thing is that my family doctor thinks I'm bipolar and it's a possiblility to my phsychiatrist and councilor but they will all tell you we wont know until I'm off the medicine. GREAT If I am I look forward to the times of high energy and constant cleaning and being restless...taking lots of walks and just being giddy and happy and funny. But then I have the depression to look forward to....and it's gets worse everytime. So...I'm frustrated with the doctors but I guess I can't blame them...I just wish they were sure about something.
Okay!!! Time is up :(
-Holly
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``I'm random and always up for a good laugh. I like comfortable silences, knowing someone so well that you don't have to speak. I find intelligence hot and strong personalities even more. Dislike being confined.
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