Wednesday, February 11, 2009
MEZZY

She's so beautiful-but too scandalous for me. :)
I'm sooo sorry I haven't blogged in forever. I've been busy I guess. I find myself running away from everything. From work, from responsibility, from life ...from all my problems. My doctor has taken me off work for a week. Lucky right? I just wish I knew how to get rid of feeling like I'm stuck. I've repressed things from the past and now they haunt me....I don't know how to hide from them-I can't anymore. I also can't face them. I wish I could face them...but I'm surrounded with life. Go to school then eight hours of work and then two and a half hours of free time which should probably be used for studying. And it's not that I'm tired....I'm fine with that. I'm just soo emotional and I don't want to do anything. I wish I had time and money to take a break and take care of the emotions I have bottled up.
Enough of being emo. Hahaha. Let me tell you a story!
So I was in Starbucks, writing in my journal. I was approached by this guy who started to ask me what I was writing about and if I wanted to be a writer. I explained maybe one day I would like to publish something (as many people do) but otherwise it is not my goal to be a writer. He began to ask me other questions about myself. He then wanted to know if I would like to go to dinner. I said that I had somwhere to go but he asked if I wanted to afterwards. I explained that I had a boyfriend. He rolled his eyes and said that my boyfriend was probably a jerk and I should be with him and leave my boyfriend. (WHAT??!!) He then sits down with me and continues to converse with me...I'm not good at being mean to people. He asked if he could sing for me and said we would need to go outside. He asked if I would kiss him if he sang well for me. I advised I really could not do that. Eventually I said I had to go and that I was really running late. He said "aww, I scared you off" hahahaha. I said he didn't, but come on! How did he not??
hahahahaha
i was pretty creeped out for a bit.
I hope everyone is doing well!
I miss you Shirley!!
-Holly
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``I'm random and always up for a good laugh. I like comfortable silences, knowing someone so well that you don't have to speak. I find intelligence hot and strong personalities even more. Dislike being confined.
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