So Tuesday was my off day because I have to work Saturday. My mom calls me at like 8:30am about who knows what. Some email she sent me and I have confirm something so we can order my books for school online. The whole time I'm like sleepy and asking myself, "what?, why?, why are you calling me so early?!!" I mean, why? can this not wait until 9:30am? why 8:30 on my off day? why would you do that to me?

I also had doctor appts on Tuesday. The first being the dentist, which I cannot stand. I liked the dentist when I was young but now I dread it. My teeth are sensitive and I can't even handle the feeling of the cold water they spray on my teeth sometimes (you know-the water they use to rinse off your teeth from that junk they cleaned it with). I told Shirley it's like having a nail salon in your mouth when you go to the dentist. At least when a cavity is being filled. ZHHHRRRR!!! ZZZHHHRRRRRR!!!!!! Who wants that? And there are sharp objects involved. You don't even know what's going on in there. UGH! not fun.

The second appt was for my family doctor. I really really really like him. He's such a great doctor since he explains exactly what's going on with you....like if you're sick or something. I was just going for a check up on my medicine that I take regularly (for-you guessed it-depression). You have to have check ups because depression medicine can lead you in the opposite direction than you are trying to go. Especially in adolescents. Everything is fine and I'm not a zombie. :) haha. I'm starting a full load of classes (tomorrow!) and I'm also working full time, so he wants to make sure I am taking my medicine. He's really great.

By the way...I don't know about other countries but depression is very common in America and many people if not most take medicine for it. I don't want to be one of those people and am hoping to only need it while going through counciling so I can handle what I'm working through.

So then today I went to a counciling appt. I met someone while in the waiting room. She is about my age and was talking to a war vet. She began to include me in the conversation and asked me a bunch of questions about myself. Her personality reminded me of myself when I'm not overwhelmed, though I'm not sure I was ever quite that outgoing as to talk to a total stranger about what I do and who I am. I mean when you go to counciling it's usually like a secret rule not to talk to any of the other patients. You don't know how crazy they are or what they think of you. hahaha And alot of the time people are just embarrassed to be there. She was just as happy as could be. ha. She was really nice and said she would find me on myspace after asking for my name. I don't know if she will try or if she will be able to find me. I just thought that was a funny and cool experience.

So tomorrow is the big first day back to school. I'm so jelouse of Shirley since she's getting out of school soon. What is it? like 52 days?

We shall see how tomorrow goes. I've stayed up too late.....I hope I don't fall asleep on the first day. I have math too...uh oh. hahaha

Until tomorrow!

-Holly

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