It's been a while since I've blogged. At least that's what it feels like. I've just been so tired with school and work and then the drama that comes with life.

I have some hard decisions to make. I'm faced with the decision to give the car back to my parents and buy a new one or to just keep the car and try to find the money to pay for it and for everything else too while going to school. It's hard this way but if I give the car back my parents will be very upset. Of course I am told that it was they made me buy a new car instead of used so they should have the burden and not me. But it's so hard to make a choice to separate yourself from your parents and make them angry. Honestly I want to do it because I'm so tired of how my mother constantly tries to control everything. And then she gets upset with me when I want to do things for myself and make my own decisions.

I also have to decide about school. Where will I go? I thought I would go to UAB but my boyfriend's parents advised me a bible college would be good for what I want to go into. This is very true and I would enjoy going to a bible college more. I guess I am always caught up in what if I have to get a secular job and my degree from a bible college will not count? I guess it would count for something...at least I completed something. But I shouldn't worry about that. I can only focus on if God wants me to go to a bible college or to university. Right now I am working on my application for Southeastern Bible College. Along with my decision about school, I have to decide where to live. Living in an apartment is more expensive than a dorm but it also has its benefits I guess. I honestly would like to live in a dorm but I have furniture that would not fit....and I wouldn't count on my parents helping me store any of it.

-Holly

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